This is for all the lonely people, Thinking that life has passed them by

I'm in a pensive mood. I can't quite place the source of this-I just don't feel quite...normal. Maybe it's because I've hit a quiet point in an exceedingly busy weekend. The show at Defiance was fun, even though I was off all the way through Party Train. I think I lacked focus. But showing all the high school bands our moves was fun; I like being looked up to. I also have some insanely good news: I'm going to see STOMP for the third time. I Love Michelle. She must be bulimic because she read my mind, and knew how much I wanted the extra ticket I didn't know she had! I also am having a good hair day. Low humidity rocks.

And yet, I am in a mood. A classical sort of mood, since that's the music I've been listening to all week. Somehow, through all the happiness and laughter, I still feel, I don't want to say sad, but reflective. Am I homesick? No, I don't really want to be at home. Am I stressed? Not really. Physics is still bugging me, but I'm gaining confidence in that class. Have you ever seen the musical 'State Fair'? It has a song that goes

I'm starry-eyed and vaguely discontented

Like a nightingale without a song to sing.

Oh, why should I have spring fever

When it isn't even spring?

Is it bad when I relate to fictitious characters from musicals, because this actually sums up the exact way I feel. I'm not even sure what to write anymore. I feel like I'm waiting for something, but waiting for what? I have a Math Club meeting tomorrow, but I'm not exactly on the edge of my seat with that one. I don't even have band tomorrow to look forward to. Just a lab report. I could be mistaking dread for anticipation, bit I don't think so. I am waiting for something...but what?

Amy